Well my lead levels are recovered. Blues won tonight and as they sang the song reminded me of our trip up to blakeys in Clare and on the way we listened to the blues win and you taught me all the words. Didn't get them all right but love you. Miss you baby. Keep my beautiful ma and freud safe on all those planes please. your daddys birthday soon, im onto it. Feeling so god damn anti-social ka kaw baby, Also .... Gosh your stunning. mwah so much love my kisses and thoughts are with you for every minute of every day my angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well it is now officially the 25th April 2009 - ANZAC day, what would be / is our 7th anniversary. This time 7 years ago you found me in Heaven with brette and tickles and swore you would follow me anywhere! I continue to hold you to that. That shark couldnt come as he didnt want everyone to know the cant dance, Plus he has no taste in music lol! I am soooooooooooo glad you came into town for my brithday that night baby. You rock my world. Once you put that bloody huge and absolutely stunning arm around me that was it, I never wanted to let you go. You were just so god damn sweet and charming when you chose to be baby, mmm you absolutely touched my heart forever. You will always be my baby, my rock, my angel, the love of my life and i miss you every second of every day. Everything thats happened since has been a breeze in comparison to losing you. You made me strong in so many ways.

My heart positively aches baby. My 2nd anniversary without you telling me to wake up for the dawn service.... i even miss that and who'd thunk it? At the time I absolutely cursed you backward for making me get up any day let alone at 6am but now I would give anything to have you back here annoying and charming me silly. Now with all the love in my heart im sleeping til at least twelve today baby but will be wishing you were here to wake me for the dawn service. I just miss you so much every second baby. Happy anniversary benjamima my price charming. I told you i'd love you forever and i meant it.

Hope your looking after nana w, grandpa and my ever growing crew up there and met nana b with that huge roast lamb you promised her. I hope she is soaring like a dove now and you are giving her some comfort. She really liked you baby and She was soooo wonderful to me, so look after her please. ALso jack and tickles plus grandad and catherine and louie (who's being recorded in the Port Bull Dogs hall of fame 1.5.09)!

Also Robbie and the boys won the GF for Rose Park woo hoo!!! Go the parkers. Watched some wwf with weeds and alex which was fun. Hope you love the house and my teeth!!! spewin you aren't here to see them... How about this retainer?? Ka Kaw! SO much has happened in the time ive had them on baby. So much loss. It was quite sad. So il just smile to the heavens so you can all catch a glimpse. I know there are so many others dealing with tremendous loss and that the glory of love is to let my poor heart break a little.... but geeezz louise... Definately harshed my mellow baby. I take comfort knowing that We shared moments that will last til the end and that when the world is through with us, we'll have each others arms. I lost my love and my best friend the day you went away but know that there must have been an angel with a smile on her face when she thought up that I should be with you. You are precious, angelique and absolutely stunning. I love you so much benj. Happy 7th anniversary my one true love. Forever your princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx